With so many things going on recently, I began questioning myself whether the relationship between us is even considered a "friendship". As much as friendships are very fragile, I doubt it's so fragile to the point that you don't even have any trust in me at all. It's really disappointing to know that that this is how I appear to be in your eyes.

I'm not a Saint, but I won't deny if I've done something wrong either. I understand that different people have different ways to solve or clarify a problem. But keeping mum & not saying a word will never help you clarify anything, let alone solving it.

I don't know what happened, but somehow, you seemed to have lost all your trust in me. Maybe it's something I've done. Or maybe you just don't care about this friendship anymore.

Whatever it is, the only thing in my mind is that you don't even respect me enough to try and clarify anything with me before accusing me blindly of something I've NEVER done.

Somehow, I have this feeling that if I've never bothered to ask you what the fuck exactly happened, I will never know why I'm being ignored by this so called "good friend" of mine.

Just because the style of writing used in the messages are somewhat the same of mine, it doesn't mean I'm the one who did it. You never did try to get this issue settled. When you came to know about this issue & the fact that someone is trying to sow discord between the two of you, you lost it & just jumped to conclusions without clarifying anything.

Does it ever occurred to you that you have never been able to find a motive or reason for me to do it? The only thing that you thought of was how similar is the style of writing between me & whoever that was. You have no reasonable reasons as to why you're accusing me of doing it.

Maybe our "friendship" for these past few months meant nothing to you, so you have had no qualms about blaming and accusing me of something I've not done.

But do you know how much it hurts me to know that I'm that distrustful in your eyes? Being ignored all of a sudden, not knowing what happened & actually thinking that maybe you're just busy with school & stuff only to realise that it's actually because you don't even have that teeny lil' bit of trust in me.

You chose to just ignore me & let this friendship slowly fade away over time instead of clarifying this matter with me. That shows how much you actually care about this friendship.

I don't need your sorry, I never did. All I wanted was a chance for me to clarify this matter. But judging from what you said to ___, I doubt you wanna try and save this friendship at all.

Just wanna say. Do what you deem is right. I can't stop you if you choose to not trust me. If insisting that I'm the one who did it would make you happier, then by all means blame it on me. My conscience is clear & I've got nothing to explain about. If you feel that I've not been a good enough friend the past few months, I'm sorry. & just because I've gotten closer to a couple of other friends doesn't mean I'm neglecting this friendship. I treasure my friendship with you just like how I treasure mine with the others. Just because you don't like a certain friend of mine & you're using it as an excuse to end our friendship, I've got nothing else to say other than GROW UP PLS.

I wish you're happy living your life as it is now. & hopefully your conscience is clear & that you don't feel guilty for wrongly accusing someone. :)