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Monday, April 06, 2009

Disappointments & more disappointments.
That's all I ever get at the end of the day anyways. Time & again you break the promises you make. Honestly, is it so hard for you to keep them? If it is, I think it's better to give up, don't you think so? All I'm asking is you not to do the things I hate but whatever I say seems to fall on deaf ears & don't matter to you in any way. Oh for Christ sake. It's been 6-7 fucking months & yet you can't even keep a fucking simple promise you made.

Everytime I flare up, you'll have loads of excuses. Yup I'm too demanding & you can't handle it. Since it's so tough, give up then. Like I said, maybe it will be better if you just live your own life, a life without me in it. You can focus on your work, which you obviously care about, alot. & you can do whatever you want after that, sleep whenever you want without anyone flaring up at you. Isn't it a better life? It seems to be the life that you want anyways.

I don't wanna go back there. & when I say that, it upsets you. So what exactly do you want me to do? Go back home & watch you sleep? Your sleep is obviously of first priority. & no matter what I say is useless. It won't matter whether am I home or not anyways. All you want is your sleep. Even when you've not been to work for days. So yeah. Anything luh. It's your choice because nothing I say is of any use & I'm sorry I'm not as exciting as your family for you to wake up so early. (:

xoxo
Qing @03:49